I am new to this. I have had depression for about 2 or 3 years at least.
I am going through a divorce and struggle every day.
I take zoloft but nothing else right now.
Yesterday i had a complete melt down and started drinking.
I get so down on myself and look at everything i think is wrong with me.
well i started cutting myself, something i had never done before. some of the cuts are pretty deep. About 2 months ago i had another melt down. needless to say i spent 2 days in the psyc ward after they made me drink charcoal.
I have no family here where i live except for my kids.
I feel very alone and most of the time terrible.