Rainbow, this is hard, I know. Are you afraid that if you drive by your T's house that you will never be able to stop? That is the only thing I'd really think about if I were you, because you know that you are worried about getting more and more obsessive about your T.

On another note, I'm with impatient, I don't believe its that wrong to drive by. I have by my T's house a few times. I actually don't know which one it is, but I know the road its on. It is a road I have driven many times before, so its not so weird that I'd be driving down it...but I don't want to "stalk" my T.