It's okay, blue.

Well I guess that is just what we do... "act as if" every time we do something for the first time, or when we are anxious but doing it anyway.

Gosh, Did EVERYONE get read that story when they were young? lol

But I am good and interjecting. "Well, I COULD.... IF..." with an impossible or unrealistic IF, so then it becomes "I can't" and that becomes, See???? I TOLD you I am a loser. I "prove" my negative ideas.