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30 May 2010: Today, I don't feel much. Not even freaking about my appt. Friday, just feel like an apathetic blob, which is the opposite of what I perceive my authentic self to be. I know it won't last long, "this" never does, but I thought it best to add it...

Update: Apathetic blob completely dissapeared a while ago, (not sure when) I'm compassionate, energized,singing loudly, struggling to focus and SMILING AT EVERYTHING! I friggin LOVE ME!!! I don't even mind staying my full shift at work even though I was only needed half day... (normally I'd be throwing a hissyfit right about now...)

ANYWAY...just thought I'd add that minor development in the mix incase this is relevent to any possible future responses to the original post...