I agree with you, Zoo, 100%.

I was hesitant to post, but seeing as I just got back from an awesome session with my therapist who rocks 95% of the time, here I go...

The most important thing, Rainbow, is that you talk to your T about what you are feeling, that you want to drive by her house, but yet you also want to respect her boundaries and that you feel very strongly about not wanting to scare her in any way. And hopefully she will try and find out what is behind your feelings, as I am sure there is a LOT going on for you here...especially because you almost have a compulsion to do the drive-by (I am OCD, and I understand compulsions, believe me ), but are resisting as hard as possible, which I give you big kudos for! And hopefully you are still feeling as if Googlemaps is enough for you today?

Anyway, the work you are doing IS dealing with your past and your present, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise! Stay strong, and most importantly, talk to your T! I know from your past posts that it took awhile for you to trust her, but now that you do, use that to build a stronger relationship, and help her to help YOU!