What do you do when all you want is to run away from your life? When you're tired of everything? The family life, the husband, the kids, the job--all daily aggrivations. My life isn't horrible, esp. compared to some/most but lately, all I can think of is I Need Out Of Here NOW! I just am not coping with things as well as I'd like to. I know it's mostly the depression talking but I just want to escape for awhile. I know I can't though. I do get little breaks here and there but they never last long enough and it doesn't end up solving anything. I don't know what it would take or how long a break I'd need but I feel like if I don't get one soon I'm going to lose what little sanity I have left. I'm trying here. I'm trying to change the way I look at things, the way I feel about it, etc. But it's just not working out that well right now. So what do you do when you need to escape but have no way to actually do it? What do you to about the guilt you have for wanting to get away from all of it, even the people that love you? --That's where I'm at and I just don't know what to do from here.
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