Dottie:
Yes and no. Job wise, definitely yes. We have 3 kids, I work part-time around my husbands schedule. His full time job pays most of the bills, has the insurance, etc. His hours are odd, so finding something for me that works is difficult. -We work opposite so we don't need a sitter/day-care. The job I do is pretty meaningless, though I do have fun on some days. It's just not what I went to school for, it's not using my 'abilities', etc. so I'm at a place where I can't even stand going in most days. I have been looking for something different, but nothing's looking hopeful yet. As for being in a rut w/ everything else? I don't think I can really call it that - it's more like just wishing I was out of here. I'm just tired of it all. I'm not sure if changing this or that would actually make a difference. I've tried in the past, and I always end up back where I am now- feeling like I am now. I think I'm mostly confused about a lot of things. I don't know what I want most of the time and if I DO think of something, I don't know how to do it/or can't bring myself TO do it. -Does any of that make sense?