Thanks for the replies.

I am taking meds... quite a few of them, including two mood stabilizers and two antidepressants.

As per leaving school, it's really not an option for me. I have two years and over $100,000 invested in this degree, and I'm determined to finish somehow. What's hard is that I'm in a legal battle with my faculty at the moment, and I can't show any weakness. I can't ask for extra time on my assignments because they'll use it to prove that I'm not competent to finish the program. (They've already tried to expel me once.) All I need is a little slack, but I can't ask for it. Perfection is a hard facade to maintain when you're down.

I have an assignment due tomorrow which I haven't started yet. The world should be glad I showered today...

I still haven't contacted my therapist. It's a holiday. I'd rather let the guy enjoy his life, you know?

I do feel a little better today, which makes me wonder if this isn't just PMDD again. Amazing that I can still get depressed while taking two antidepressants, isn't it?

*sigh*