I had another thought after reading the posts about you mother. I do get it. She loved you and you loved her. There wasnt a thing she wouldnt do for you. Your father, too.

Is there a possibility that you became very used to her being so involved in your thoughts and in your life that it seemed you were not a separate person? That you came to expect that level of involvement and T doesnt give you that. Is this way off? Im not really fond of analysing someone. Only you know. I thought Id throw it out there.