how can i not feel sorry for him when he has crippling arthritis? i don't believe he can find someone who will love him the way he deserves to be loved. that is the main reason i stay. yes, i am uncomfortable the way i am living, and with the things i am doing.
i am trying to decide. ts elliot said "there is no greater treason than to do the right thing for the wrong reason".
the right thing to do is stay and be faithful, but i would do it out of guilt. and that is the wrong reason.