Hurt myself again today. Little isn't coming out. I think she's mad at me - or hiding from the pain I've inflicted. I usually can go a few weeks without cutting and then it's just one time. This is two days in a row and more severe. I have to stop before tomorrow's therapy appointment. I have to be able to honestly say I'm safe. I need the urge to subside. This week was too stressful. Angry. Annoyed. Sad. Afraid. Confused. Too many emotions for one week. This has to stop.