Thank you all. Your words are very reassuring and comforting. It's nice to feel your presence.

Unfortunately, I'm becoming increasingly overwhelmed in an eerie calm kind of way. I hurt myself again since I wrote last tonight. I'm afraid to tell my T what I've done. Little is afraid I won't tell him. I've always told him. I haven't hurt myself like this in a long time. I haven't hurt myself like this since I've been seeing my T.

I've been very bothered/worried by one cr*ppy, crazy, sad situation after another this week. Still haven't got my head wrapped around a really difficult session last week with my T. Scared about tomorrow...even more now. Not sure how to digest it all! Not even sure how to explain it all to T!

Hunny, I like the idea of putting some stuff in big, thick, heavy safe with a combination lock and chains wrapped around it with more locks and dropping it the ocean to let it sink to the bottom! Some things I'm not ready to face.

Cris, please thank Krista. Little did visit with her bunny. She loves stuffies!! She loves dressing up her stuffies in clothes and was happy to see Bunny was wearing an article of clothing - a scarf, I think. She isn't talking to me, but I'm glad she visited with Bunny.