Thank you, AKAngel. It was good to be reminded that I did do good this week - especially since I have my T appointment today.

When I didn't cut earlier this week, it was the first time I really thought I was going to, but didn't. And we did work together. And we're new at this even being more than one thing! And it was an exhausting and overwhelming experience!

I'm glad you reminded me too of all this because I promised Little I'd tell our T what an awesome job she did! I'd nearly forgotten what a big deal it really was - it's been such a long, stressful week since that accomplishment.

I'll try to hold on to these thoughts today...something a little positive. I'm not sleeping tonight and my appointment isn't till late in the afternoon. It's going to be another long, exhausting day.

I'll try to remember I did good...in spite of the set back. One step forward, two steps back. Okay, wait, maybe I'm just overly tired...but what's the point of that saying? If you truly take two steps back after each step forward...you're going backwards?! I just try to sit after each step forward...