I'm so sorry your weekend anti-climaxed so badly...

Although I'm not depressed right at this moment...I felt like you're feeling on Saturday... I was having a good old time, and then BAM I crashed...

I'm not sure if it's a comfort or not, but atleast you have a name (and maybe a face) for your behaviour, whereas I just have to suck it up to being "sensitive" and "melodramatic"

You have the advantage of KNOWING that you have an illness that needs to be managed, you have the advantage of reaching out to people who care and can assist, you have the advantage of having medicinal assistance...

You also have a fiance' that loves you, a daughter who adores you and many people here on PC that are willing to comfort and encourage you!

I know, I really know, how sick you must be of your ever-changing moodswings, I empathize, but please try to remember, that no matter how bad/low you feel, your life's not all bad, all depressed,all mess.

There is light at the end of this emotionally overwhelming tunnel, "this too shall pass"

You deserve to feel loved,joy,pleasure,hope and all the things we think we forget how to feel when we are depressed

Please have some patience, with yourself, you WILL overcome this!

>>>>HUGZzz<<<<