Trippin and Sugahorse,

Thanks a bunch =) Really. I ended up taking something to sleep and letting the dogs sleep with me (lol). I really feel awful physically - I may call my family doc today. I just feel awful.

The hardest time for me is always night-time. Do you guys have a time that can generally be harder for you?

Thanks to both of you guys...I was worried I came off sounding co-dependant and strange...I was always alone growing up (not wealthy, but live-in nanny and I'm an only child). Parents were always away. I'm surprised I've let myself get so attached to someone =P

*Muah* xoxo