Thanks for all the support and encouragement folks. Theo, thanks for the thought and prayers and being a Paul Simon fan. Maxime, Skully,and Elana05, thanks for the sympathy, you are all right maybe it is time for a med adjustment. Rohag, thanks for the support, one of the problems my journaling has highlighted was my faulty thinking. Maybe it is time to pull out the David Burns Feeling Good Handbook and brush up on my cognitive skills. TheByzantine, thanks for the jolt of reality. You're right, I should make some noise and maybe stir things up. Thanks again y'all are the best. shaggy