Me too...I experience this...
Apparently since childhood, the worst part is, there are fits of rage where I don't actually remember my actual actions, nearly landed up in jail once too...
Not proud of these, I too practice breathing now, and pray it goes away.
Also I've learned to expel it via tears, which is safer (for everyone).
You are not alone. XOXO
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DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD
"The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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