I slept for 2 hours and feel even more tired now than I did before I slept. Only 2 hours til T....yes I am counting down. NP still hasn't called back and I'm disappointed. I still haven't eaten, I have a pounding headache and I am just....here. I have no feelings like anger, sadness, nothing....I'm numb. WTH? I just need to go away for a while...take a vacation until this whole thing goes away....I'm so tired.