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anderson · Jun 01, 2010, 03:01 PM

We got two new faviorte sayings now. one is:
*If I had to be dinner for a mountain lion or a human, we pick the mountian lion hands down. At least the mountain lion kills its food before it eats it. Some human enjoy eating each other live to much. They just do what they can do to kill the soul while the body is still living.
*The second one is that our body may be gimpy but our soul is healing and becoming more intack.
In so many ways we have been hurt by the bigotory of others. To exchuse the abuse just because those that should know what is happening in our mind and soul is >>>>>>>>,BS> When our dalmations had a panic attack because the PHD Wife corrnered us at a sunday gathering was such an eye opener for all of us. That the man had convinced us that he could take our son and give him back to those that made us who and what we are let us know why so many of us would pull the others in to let outsiders abuse us. We have floating hips and ribs because of the abuse that they did to us the last time they got ahold of our body. The aim of those finely coming forward and sharing why they let things happen was so hard on us but most of all that the outsideres, we thought we could trust could not get it through their head what we tried so hard to get them to understand but choice to believe we were saying one thing but meaning another.

The frustations to get those around us to hear what we were trying to say instead of what they wanted to hear.
I guess it was good that we finely walked away from most of the BS. It was our willingness to let go and truely leave that got some attention. The abuse that we had to endure till our son came to the age that we known he would be safe without us was to long of a wait when all it would have took was some one to hear us instead of the BS of the rumar mill.
We now get to spend more time on sundays with good people and we now have those that stay with us till those with in know that we are safe with those around us.
We even got to sit and relaxe with other campers and enjoyed a good converstation.
For now we are praying for rain so we can stay where we be at. this place is good for us because our soul is healing now if those that are starting to change how they are treating us keep it up we be so happy. We be so tired of being so lonely in the crowed cause no one would talk to us.
but now that those are starting to feel safe we hope that we can reach out more and know that we be reaching to safe people instead of those that live off hurting others.