no, i've never been diagnosed as bipolar. you are so right about an over 50 woman making a fool of herself. i sometimes wonder if i have.
but, to be frank, after many years of feeling nothing, my libido has returned with a vengence, lol.
i do have the feeling i am on the brink of a self created disaster, but for some reason, i cannot seem to stop. personally, i think i need therapy, but i simply cannot afford it.
thanks patty, your frankness is welcomed.