Hi you all know me pretty well by know. Hopefully have seen a lot of people that si. Sure I've been there not pretty. I think I now look at this way. si as a way of me getting attention so I don't care to do it.There are better ways to get attention. Think of it this way the scars never go away. On the outside you are scarred for life. Why not get attention another way if your in need of attention Trust me it only leaves a mess for everybody to clean up. The si forums scare me the most i'm afraid to read anybody post that has a trigger icon it is my stuff not yours nothing to do with anybody here just don't want to go down that road again. Maybe I still have baggage of my own to deal with as far as si i'm scared **** less to go back there.