I feel like everyone is criticizing me for having a hard time. Yes I completed undergrad and am in grad school. But does that make my problems and less valid because I am currently in school. Just because a lot of people don't make it to this level (as others have pointed out) does not mean that I'm not having a hard time. I work hard every day to get out of bed and to go to class and to do my homework. Just like someone who works hard to get out of bed and go to work and take care of their family. I thought I could come here for support of my problems, but I guess not. I guess my educational achievement which I achieved through multiple bouts of major depression two of which landed me in the hospital means that I can't have any issues and that my life must be perfect. I guess I will take my search for support elsewhere to where people realize that educational achievement does not fix problems and make depression go away. Especially not when every action in being analyzed by those around you for any slip up or failure. If everyone just thinks that my educational level means that I don't have any issues guess again. I haven't made it to where I am because my depression has gone away, but in spite of it.