Kay...so life was starting to go better and even though I've told my parents I self harmed and tried committting suicide they said it's my problem I had to deal with. So ya...I've been fighting it on my own and I honestly can't do it anymore. My parents are horrible. They don't help they don't care they just want me to get amazing grades and be an amazing person and ya... I can't. I don't think they realize how much they emotionally abuse me. I liked this guy and he ended up hurting me really badly too. I've also been bullied lately at school. Everything I do is because I'm forced too and lately all my marks have just dropped and I'm skipping at least twice a week. I'm really trying not to self harm but it's so hard to just not give up. I swear everything would be so much easier if I wasn't around. I mean how long can this last? I'm a teen and I see no future ahead of me and everything just feels like a knife in my chest. I'm sick of it and I don't know what to do... I feel so pathetic.