Onlymedid, thanks so much these moods just take me completely aback. i am kind of used to experiencing extreme emotions and feeling things more intensly than people surrounding me (that's what iv'e grown used to over the years and i guess all in this forum know what it means ), and i did undergo two depressions that lasted a few months in a row. but this rhythm tears-laughter-tears-laughter-tears or better strong-weak-strong changing within minutes is so unusual and soaks up all my energies.

merci for telling your story. your approach is very curageous