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Originally Posted by Aquafara
Yes, I do. It's the kind of thing where you think, oh yes, this will make me feel better. This is how it starts... One more, one more one more... Eventually, it's too much. Except, hopefully you don't reach that point. I have a lot of exp. with my mother doing this. You should talk to your doctor if you feel the dosage isn't enough. It's the safer way.
Also, the fact that you haven't eaten in a while may be a sign that you are trying to SI. I only say this because you basically said not eating made it feel more potent.
Do you feel it's SI or are you asking because your husband said he thinks it is?
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I ask because my husband thinks it is. It's not that I "need" the pain pills...they are from a surgery I had in March. I have them on hand just in case.
I am going to my NP tomorrow. Maybe she will do something. I am getting into a Pdoc in two weeks. It's just to hold me over til then. Only when the feelings are too much to handle, then I will take them.
Yeah, I haven't been eating much at all the last few days, only when I take my nighttime sleeping meds because then my inhibitions are lowered and I am ok to eat.