Hi, Billi here. BTW, thank you ppl for being so understanding on my last thread, "freaked out again".

Anyway, it's starting again. OMG.

I was on the bus yesterday and it was crowded and there were many young men on it. One or two kept staring at me and one or two stood over my seat.

They were mean-looking young men. Of various races/colors.

I felt like I couldn't move or breathe until I could get away.

Anyone here hate being stood over? Towered over or having someone practically breathing down your neck or behind you?

Am I just sick?

What is wrong with me?

The other thing, I had a dream about being m*lested by a young man in my room of childhood. He was lying on top of me, naked and saying over and over again, "Does my w feel good?"

I kept screaming "Get off me! Get off me!" and woke myself up screaming in my sleep.

Billi