Thanks, Rainbow I see you more confident in yourself and what you believe. I think that leaving our previous Ts helped us to trust our perceptions more. I know you really liked Bt and there were things I liked about Dt, but we knew that there things that were making matters worse. In many ways I did feet worse, ftt says in some ways I was re-traumatized by dt's similarity to my mother. I have gotten the feeling that bt had something of the same effects on you. The story with you crying in her waiting room unable to leave and then her phone call to you broke my heart. There are more sensititve and caring ways she could have handled that and your feelings.

well, anyway.... hugs to us!