i too am a christian and I have had trouble with blasphemous and sexual thoughts that i certainly didn't want but couldn't stop. at one stage i had the thoughts almost all day and night and even in my dreams. i would constantly have to ask for forgiveness and while i was asking to be forgiven the thoughts would continue to come. it was hopeless and i felt so ashamed that i couldn't tell anyone. when i finally got the guts to tell someone they had no idea and told me to pray to stop the thoughts. it didn't do anything. i suffer alot with terrible worries and i feel like giving up everything at the moment. i don't want to see people and i dread work so much. i can barely get out of bed. i asked my mum today to please ring me up tommorrow morning so that i will not sleep in. i have to get to my job but it's unbearable. i just seem to endure everything and don't enjoy things. i just want to give up and go to bed and stay there. but i know that if i give up my responsibilities that i will only get worse. it's torture. but it's good to know that people understand.