yes she did i havnt seen her for a month and she just called up to cancel my monday appt after all the thought i have put into this appointment and everything.i hate her and it was a stupid idea to even try to think about things to talk to her about.she doesnt care about me at all .i feel so unimportant to everyone.it was stupid to even think any therapy would help me i just wish i was dead i hate life and always will i hate her and my whole life it just sucks why are people so fake and useless.im going to write her the worst letter letting her know just how i feel for a change .what did she expect i would say anything but fine over the phone.she didnt even offer to reschedual to another day she just said so ill see you on the 14th.NO SHE WONT NOT EVER.it was stupid to even think i could trust anyone. i just dont know what to do anymore it all just seems so useless. everything.i held myself together knowing i had therapy on monday i did so great only a few small meltdown and for what?NOTHING why do i not cut my arms all up it isnt for me i would love to do that it has always been for others but for what nobody gives a crap im in it for me now and im going to be the way i want too be im not going to see her anymore and i have noone to answer to anymore