Bama, not sure if you are going to like what I have to say but have learned the hard way. Have you ever seen the movie "28 Days"? It talks about at the end about a plant and other things and relationships and not to start one for at least a year till you are on top of your feet. I tried this myself and thought I would be different and both of us ended up in relapse. You need to focus on you now and what you are going to do to keep you from using. I know how the feelings come and you want something so much, but I feel this is for your own good. Give it some time for yourself to grow in recovery before attempting a relationship. I have been in recovery 4 years now and still have so much screwed up with me that I do not even think of a relationship. I come first. Just my thoughts and you may toss them aside and I wont feel hurt or anything. Think of yourself first and your recovery though.

Allan