zoo im so angry now i dont think anyone can deal with me im scared i hate her so much im so hurt and so unimportant to he.i cant call her she never gave me permission to or to email her or anything i can send her a letter and i probibly will because im never seeing her again so i dont have to worry about her reading it .SHE made me promice i would be committed to therapy and i have kept going but i guess she is the one who isnt commited or maby this is her way of punishing me for going to take care of the mother IDK people SUCK