Hey guys.

I was just wondering if it is normal for ocd patients to obsess over body marks (freckles, beauty marks, moles, birth marks, etc...). I have two freckles that bug me soo much I feel hhorribly uncomfortable about them. Kind of like the feeling you get when you have to wear a turtle neck when you dont like turtle necks lol. I feel like I just want to kill my self over a stupid freckle. I constatley pick at them but every one tells me not to because they will give me cancer and all that. I just want them gone.

Also, the way I look... I absolutley hate getting hair cuts. My hair is my security blanket. I sort of gre my hari a little longer and finnaly said forget it and chopped it off. For the last few days I keep obsessing over how I should'nt have cut it off and how I hate my hair. I fee like a piece of me is lost. I also get like this over clothing and I absolutley can not stand not shaving. I hate the fact that I have to shave but I get depressed if I don;t shave that day.

I just have been thinking about this.