I think alot of people are going through this and I thanks you for bringing it up. I am soooo obsessed with aging and death that I am turning the big 2 0 and I can;t stand it. I feel like I have done nothing and a big chunk of my life is gone and that I will never see it again. Sort of like watching the battery on your laptop lose it's charge like a ticking time bomb.

If you watch Desperate Housewives, this was sorta mentioned in the eposode where the women reflect on Ediie Britt's live.... I belive it was called "Look Into Thier Eyes and See What They know". Any way, Eddie sits on the swing with Gabby and she says that her "youth" has gone by so quickly and I will admit that i cry there because it hits that certain spot that makes me realize that i am not going to live forever and I HATE it sooo much.

I have found that taking the time each day to just sorta think about how beautiful that day is really helps me in some wierd way.