Thanks for the update. If you're thinking the hospital would be the best place, then go there!! It's awful to be in a situation that you know the hospital would be best, but I can say from having experienced it, it's worth it. I hate the hospital (and I even went to a nice private hospital, not like a hospital 'ward'). I often feel like if I need to go to the hospital then that's shameful because I am not good enough to do my job or live life normally. It's not actually that at all. When we are sick, we seek treatment typically. Mental illness is the same, but I also have to convince myself of that regularly. Hopefully this other office will call you back so you can get going with treatment. 2 weeks is an awful long time to wait when you feel as poorly as you do. Maybe if you called T he/she would be able to get you in sooner?? I don't know, just a thought. At this point, beg if you have to. Call them every day to see if they have any cancellations.... do whatever you have to do but you're obviously interested in maintaining your sanity so do what you need to do... again, this is about YOU and you're worth it!!! Hope you hear something soon.