Yes, love. When you say you need them for the emotional pain, that it's too much to bare, you are verging onto SI.

I understand about not hearing from you T. I assume NP is the same? I'm not up with the terms I guess lol... It takes me at least two weeks, if not four to see my T! As far as getting a call, well, I don't even have a number to call. It would be difficult either way because I have a really stupid phone phobia lol