so can i say i am having a hard time right now? i am. i REALLY am struggling.

and another part of my brain just said "mountains? or molehills?" so i dunno. maybe i'll chase my tail for a while, see if i curl up in a sleepy ball. :P

Group is ending Friday and I am sad about that. really... discombobulated. I had a long talk with my mentor tonight who helped me see why this is so psetting to me and what are some proactive steps I might take to get the run back under me (like ask the Group T to treat me for a while instead of my current T - YIPES!). I think it is a good idea - just not sure i can do it and OMG that is a really sharp pain in my side right now.... #*(%&(^! OW
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