I was recently given a memory back that has to do with some past abuse. It’s something really bad that has to do with a close friend of the family. I am handling a little better now. I managed to write it down.

My dilemma is that I still see this person on a regular basis. I am in a small town and I do a lot of business with him. I have to see a lot of my former abusers on a regular basis (father mainly), but I don’t know how to deal with this. I don’t want to have anything to do with this person anymore, but I don’t know how to accomplish that. I’m not up for confrontation.

I guess I will talk to t about this today.

I just wanted to get my thoughts out. I have a real problem with that. Thanks.