Thanks Eloise, PufNstuf, i'm relieved i'm not alone feeling like this. just had a crying attck and needed to leave the office, my psy gave me an emergency rendezvous later this pm. it feels so horrible to feel completely out of order and not able to regain in the least control over yourself. i pray he ll make an end to it by giving me some medication that works quickly. i feel i cannot cope with it any longer, not an hour, not a day