I don't know how many of you were aware that I had left the site in April due to the fact that I had met a guy. This guy I felt understood me so much and provided so much support for me. However after 4 months all of my dependence on him drove him away. As he put it when he broke up with me because I'm "Too emotionally needy". It hurt me soo badly, I was head over heels in love with him and he said he was too. Except he said he wasn't sure he ever was *OUCH*. I now realize that I can't place all of my problems on one person and I really do need this place for support. The thing that upsets me and makes me angry is he said he loved me and if he did, he'd love me no matter what. To top it off he called me up and told me he has been seeing a new girl LESS than 3 weeks after he broke up with me.