((( thine_self_untrue )))

good job at holding off and trying not to cut! even if you still did cut in the end, im proud of you for trying not to

living with family (or anybody like that for that matter) must be really difficult... *so sorry you have to put up with it* and like Mike_J said, it •might• get worse, and basically, it just depends on what you do. maybe next time, tell them no, or let it be known that what they say isnt okay. they could stop (even if it is for a little bit), and they may not and if that happens, at least you kow you tried and you'll just have to stay strong and put up with it until you can finally put your foot down without risk of getting in trouble..

so hopefully, you can continue to stay strong and not cut! i believe in you and that you can do it so just keep trying not to and i hope everything gets better for you

--bluegirl