Only 1 more hour now, fencer! I wouldn't listen to music, either. I'm pretty careful about what i'll listen to depending on where my mood is. But sometimes, the right songs can help me feel better. I think the hardest hting about BPD is feeling alone...and like you're the only one feeling these things. It was to my great pleasure (and amusement...because now I feel as though I can laugh at myself) to find that we are not alone...in any of this.

I will be thinking of you at 11 (EST) for your appt.

Remember, it will take some time for the correct med to work, but I felt better after 2 days on Lamictal (not advocating my med, just an example)