i can't believe this. my oldest just called and Josh leaves Saturday. unless, of course, the army changes it's mind and he leaves Friday. i'll drive back up here because he can't go without me being here.

i am so afraid for him and i am afraid for what he might have to do and he is so opposed to hurting other people.

i'm sorry that i have two threads going, but i need support. lots of it. please pray for josh, colleen and stella. xoxo pat