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I dont know what you are addicted to but maybe Narcotics Anonymous can help you. THey're a wonderful organization based upon the 12 step principle. The people there are so supportive (unlike your husband) and wish to genuinely help you.
Also, you might benefit from learning some assertiveness.
It sounds like you are anemic, are you taking medication to help you with this? Can you afford to go to your GP and get some anti-depressant medication as well?
((((((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))) Take care of yourself ok?
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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