Kaika it is a bad bad economy right now. You just have to keep trying, keep applying and you WILL get a job. I know its disheartenining. I know it's frustrating, but eventually you WILL get what you want.
I think it's wonderful you can draw Kaika. What sort of things do you draw? 
Are you on any medications for depression? Are you seeing a therapist?
Be gentle with yourself through this trying time and try to keep in perspective those who love and cherish you and also the impermenence of suffering.
Love and Hugs,
SophiaG
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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