Thanks everyone. I feel totally stupid for letting it get to me, but I'm 16 for God's sake and they tease me and threaten to take away my markers?! WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I cut again. I'm hardly trying. It's such a release... a lot of hard things are happening with my family at the moment. Basically, they've suddenly decided they give a ---- again and they're threatening to take away the best parts of my life, including my job and my best friend. It's so hard for me to deal with and I'm doing stupid, stupid stuff...

I cried four times yesterday... FML