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Originally Posted by granite1
i have no idea what her feeling is about me not comming anymore over this. but i do know she wouldnt be happy to find out about the SI. i know she would stop seeing me over that.but i have a feeling me saying im not comming anymore and canceling my apt made her mad and is probibly glad to be rid of me.i messed things up quite badly im affraid.i dont see her as the kind of T that gives people 2ed chances.dont know if i blame her
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Isn't this the same Granite1 who wrote >> i
tend to push people away who tend to want to interact with me.once i feel any responcibility to them i run dont walk away so i try real hard not to get myself into these situations but i always seem to find it anyway.and i get totally overwelmed.<<
isn't "messing-up-quite-badly" and "never-going-back-to-T" just more of the same, Granite? Can you work on it?
even if it's hard?