Yeah, Sugahorse, my family is pretty awesome. I just can't always tell them "everything" so I don't worry them.
That is exactly how I feel about when people think you can just wish yourself out of this rut. I just want to yell, "THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS!"
I left work early for my physical therapy and just lasting that long took a lot out of me. So, I totally get it.
I am trying to deal as best I can. I went to my NP and she is putting me on more meds and taking me off some. She agreed that I can't keep going like this.
OH and she lost her cell phone!!! That was why she hadn't been returning my calls. She didn't even know she lost it cuz it's her work phone and she just put it on the charger and forgot all about putting it back in her purse.
THEN she sent the script over to the pharmacy...with a dosage that doesn't exist. Poor woman, she is just frazzled. I called her and left her a message.