Hay Purebugg,
I love Pinky he happens to be one of my favorite cartoon character.
I'm a sum what new member,an "Isolated Reader"hee,hee....
Sorry to hear about your past. within time it will get better.try and focus on yourself & what purebugg needs...
I also was deprived from my childhood,being Physically,Mentaly,& Verbally (raped as a child) abused by my X-stepfather Something I bottled up for 10 years.having so much anger bottled up a lot of my childhood memmories have resurfaced in a very bad way. I try and search for me, but I can't find her. I 'm not even sure at times for what I'm looking for I guess most of us would say a fresh start. I suffer from a major Panic dissorder which causes me to not be able to breath, at times it feels as if too fat *** Elefants have sat in the middle of my chest, and I have no control. I'm very jumpy and my nerves are shot!! I Isolated myself away for such a long time. losing alot of things I loved & that also loved me...{Friends,Boyfriends,Opportunities I shouldv'e taken advantage of. but, of course FEAR held me back!!!
Recently I took myself off of the Meds only b/c I had switched 12 diffrent times within a period of two years, I found myself being even more depressed and angry. being on higher medications doesn't necessarily mean that they are gonna work!!! but then again I'm not the Doc..
I recently was introduced to a doc.named RICO PEREZ he specializes in natural herbs! alot of (Hispanic)people Rave about him.besides I'm tired of the side effects And possiable long term effects meds may have.then again I'm not a doc. keep intouch, hope to chat soon.
your friend, *** Duchess***