OMG i cant believe i just did this.i sent T an email saying i was sorry and if it was ok and i got up the guts could i please keep my apt for monday 14th

wow now i just need to get up the guts to show up if she has her secitary call me to let me know that i can .any ideas on this one im gonna feel like a total brat if i go in thare after asking her if i can and i say nothing.this is my worst fear and i know that will happen.but i am trying to make it all right