I love this!!

Granite, a few days ago, when you were so angry, you were thinking this may not be the right T for you - perhaps that was your anger speaking but perhaps there's more to it - the thing is, you have done SO WELL with this that even if you should decide to change Ts, on some far off day, you will always always know that this time, you faced your inclinations to run, and conquered them, and that is so great. good job!!!